happy new year?
at the end of 2010 i was very anxious to get that year over and i had high expectations for 2011. 2011 overall i think was good but not great.
i really have no expectations for 2012 but i’m hoping for some stability in life.
i don’t necessarily expect to be in a relationship by the end of 2012 but that would be nice, i hope to at least have gone on a few dates and be comfortable with asking women out and dealing with rejection.
i also would like to have purchased and be settled into a condo by the end of 2012.
my parents are talking about my mom retiring in 2 years, selling our house and paying cash for a small home in roseville and giving me money for a down payment on a house.
i told my mom today that i don’t want to wait 2 years for a house, i would like to have one in the next year and that i don’t want to keep waiting because some family member is supposed to give me money. that already didn’t work out with my grandparents and i was using that as an excuse to not house hunt for too long.
however this means i have to get off my ass and actually house hunt…
speaking of getting off my ass, i need to have a regular workout schedule going… right now i’m going about twice a week for 30ish minutes. i’m hoping to amp up the duration of my workouts and the frequency as well.
anyway i’m feeling kind of apathetic about this new year, i’ve been sitting in my room watching white collar on netflix and just find myself not caring about anything and wishing for a more interesting life.
and if anybody says anything about “Chinese classical sense” you will automatically earn a spot at the top of my shitlist that comes hand in hand with a punch in the face!
